What if <3

What if I would have kissed you, told you I love you. What if I would of made you mine, where would we be right now. What if I had asked you to marry me, what would you have said. I wouldn't had asked you to marry me to be my wife, it would be to be that person by my side for eternity my "Ride or Die". What if I had promised you endless love & affection would you thought of loving me. What if I would promise as your man to provide for you. What if I told you i wanted you to be independent because I don't want you to be dependent on any man because life ruthless and so are men, love is given and can always be taken away... Just what if ???<3

Dear her

Dear Her,
I can't lose you as a friend, a best friend & someone I care for dearly, it's not the fact that I love you or that I feel as if your the love of my life. It's more then..That!!. I don't care if u hate, don't love, or don't care what happens me. But I know I need you in my life. You've changed me as a person, gotten me through hell & it's demons. You have given me inspiration, shown me who I am , who I wanna be , what I takes to truly find someone you know not matter happens you need them. You are one of the most important people in my life, I'm more afraid of losing you then I am of death .. If I could I would do anything in the world for you. You are truly an amazing person , your ability of giving me hope that one day I will achieve greatness!!

Treat you

Girl ill treat you right , oh I promise I will. Oh so divine with a beauty so fine. Lips so soft that you take my breath away with every kiss. Thighs so thick & booty so rich. Voice so beautiful that it makes me shiver with every whisper. Eyes so gorgeous that with one gaze its like i've been set free. Oh girl just know ill treat you right, endless caresses, kisses, & affection. Oh that beauty that is so true as if it were part of Mother Nature. The feeling of your warmth against my body, breasts pressed to my chest holding you, slowly kissing and nibbling down your neck.

I know

I know you probably don't want to hear this. But girl you know how they say, there are some people in your life that you hold on too and never let go. Girl your that person I never want let go of. I realized this day I almost lost you the first time & I promised my myself that would do everything in my power to make sure it didn't happen ... Ever again!! I know your probably losing love for me .. But girl my love for you is for eternity. I will fight for your love till I can not no more , till my heart stops beating. You mean more to me, then anything else. You are not only the girl i love, but my best friend. You know me better then I know myself , you give me a reason to breath the air that I breath & live through the life that I live. Just hope you know that I love you & do anything for you, I promise to always be here for you even if your not mine, because at the end of all this comes the realize no matter how much I want you. All I care about is that you are happy.

Why I!!

Why I love you? Girl you give me hope and help me cope. When life's pulls me down you bring me around. You taught me how to love, with more then grace from above. You make me honest. Girl it's for you I live to take a breath another day. When I hear love I think of you. You are my best friend, my soul, and my other half. You have made me into the man I am today. I love you because your kind, caring, thoughtful , oh so pleasant & lovely.

Change!!

Change!!
I fight my problems with poetry, as many others do with art. To know a that a single phrase or action could change the world!! We do not realize the power that we really have. But Martin Luther King Jr did with the single phrase “I have a Dream”. Ghandi with a single action bringing awareness to what’s going on in the world he lives in!! Both of these people changed the world for better, so can we!! Our voices, our actions, our talents!!

Overcome to Achieve!!

“It’s not what you achieve in life that matters, it’s what you overcome.” Many have achieved greatness from what they’ve overcome, like Bill Gates, Steve Jobs, Michael Jordan. I feel like I’ve overcome so much, but achieved so little, that everything I’ve tried to achieve at has slowly crumbled beneath toward the push towards its success. Maybe I’m a failure I’ve said too myself or maybe I’m just worthless. But I then say to myself, you can’t give up Rashid, you’ve overcome so much to get to where you are. The feelings that I will always have nothing & lose sways in my thoughts. The only thing that’s gets me by Is her …. She’s always there to pick me up when I fall down, she may not love me the way I love her, but she one of the most influential people in my life, she may not be mine or love me at all. But she’s has truly changed me as person giving me hope to achieve not just for me, but now for her.