Overcome to Achieve!!

“It’s not what you achieve in life that matters, it’s what you overcome.” Many have achieved greatness from what they’ve overcome, like Bill Gates, Steve Jobs, Michael Jordan. I feel like I’ve overcome so much, but achieved so little, that everything I’ve tried to achieve at has slowly crumbled beneath toward the push towards its success. Maybe I’m a failure I’ve said too myself or maybe I’m just worthless. But I then say to myself, you can’t give up Rashid, you’ve overcome so much to get to where you are. The feelings that I will always have nothing & lose sways in my thoughts. The only thing that’s gets me by Is her …. She’s always there to pick me up when I fall down, she may not love me the way I love her, but she one of the most influential people in my life, she may not be mine or love me at all. But she’s has truly changed me as person giving me hope to achieve not just for me, but now for her.

The first time!!

Girl the first time I looked into your eyes I was mesmerized, sucked Into an internal trance realization that your the one. I was always afraid to love till the day I met you. I will always remember first time i heard your voice, your sweet accent on the other end of the phone, shy and scared to talk to me. That laugh of yours that rang in my ears with a melody of its own. Time passing talking too you for hours, a smile brought to my face that nothing could of tear down. The paused moment you went from being my friend to my best friend, my love, my other half , my ride or die. The first time I saw that beautiful smile & gorgeous face of yours all I could do was gaze at your beauty before me... You giggling & asking me what I'm staring at , only able to respond with a few words "Thank You Jesus". I was starstruck!! I knew then & there I had met a Goddess a women beyond me, her beauty so divine, her personality like no other, & a heart so pure!!

Forever Jaqee <333

My heart speaks softly , through reminiscing of my love for you. I know it is strong, and nothing has ever been more clear. My love is yours and your love is mine to hold so dear. Deep inside this voice is the cry of my heart, that I never want us to part. I'm a hopeless man doing my best to show you that my love for you is pure. I don't care about the stakes, you and only you I want. With my love for you I will knock down all walls of difficulty , never to give up. No words can truly describe my love for you and how much you mean to me. Oh how I love you so dearly. The realization of how special you are. There being no definition to your beauty nor any limit, or beginning or end to it. You are my light when there is no sun & my moon that glows so bright. Never to stop telling you these three words " I love you". ❤❤

Changed

Sometimes I wonder if you know how much you've changed me. You've become my soul, my heart, everything I look forward to. My "hope". When nights get long & everything is dark. I sit there thinking about you, saying to myself " I love you with all my heart". In a silent whisper wishing you were here. Your magnificent brown eyes & smile that bring jolts to my heart. Your beauty that is a fine work of art. Hoping you realize everyday that goes by my love for you grows for beyond then the world could see. I offer you my heart & soul that is yours forever.

My elixir !!

Jaqee my love for you reaches past the furthest planet, burns stronger then the sun and will last longer then eternity. I'd would travel to the moon and back for you, climb the tallest tower, fight the largest army. You are not only my friend, but my companion, my lover, and my soulmate.You are my reason to live. My elixir of life, without you I'm nothing. "I love you"!!

My gift

My love, my heart, & my soul is my gift to you. Your smile and your love is everything I need. You are as precious as a gem, made to shine forever. The thought you creating a passion Inside me that burns for you. Becoming my soul mate, from now and forever that creating hopes & dreams for us. Making a bond of life between us to overcome all challenges. Exploring the world together till the earths end, sharing the love everyone looks for. You've painted a beautiful painting on my canvas called your love. You, all that I see, all that I feel, all that I need and especially all that is real.

Rose

My love for you is like a rose,it started as a seed but it’s grown and grown.
Its roots reach deep down inside of my chest,and it grows even more with each breath. All the doubts that I’ve had you have cured.

Saying I do

How blessed I am to have you in my life. Not a day goes by when I don't think of you. You've become the love of my life, my friend, my lover, my queen. Till the end. All I can think about is the moment when ill say I do. Saying I do is more then just saying I love you, it describes how true my love for you is. Because words are not enough to express my love for you. Saying I do is saying I'm here for you & ready for what the future may bring for us, because we are together in everything. You complete me & the puzzle pieces called my life, which will become a beautiful picture called our love. 😘❤

You are!!

You are my heart, my soul, my treasure. My today, my tomorrow, my forever. The girl of my dreams.." You". Everything I could wish for in a women.
Your eyes, your smile, your touch, your kiss, your promise, your words.
Our everlasting bliss. Our love like no other, like an enteral flame. Will never dim, will never change. It will last forever. For you being the love of my life, my light!! The saying that perfection is unattainable. But in my eyes you are the definition of perfection. All i can say is "I love you", the girl with a smile as beautiful as the stars under the moon light.

I'm not

Baby I know I'm not perfect. But i want you too know, that ill treat right ... Treat you better then no other, make love too you every night, your my first priority. Your everything I need, everything I want, could never wish for better. I love you more then my heart can take. My love for you grows every second of the day. Sometimes times I never know what too say but "I love you" i want to make you mine .. I can't wait for the moment I ask your parents if I can take your hand in marriage. The day you become mine .. My one & only my wife from the beginning till the end!!

Jaqee ❤❤

The girl I love. You!! Always on mind, with a beauty like no other. Every time I think about you my heart skips a beat. You the girl that is more then love too me, you're everything. The wanting of your love too surround me like the air that I breathe. Wanting for you be the person that I grow old with waking up next too you every morning able too look into your eyes & kiss you. Being able too say that everyday as we grow older , your love is everything I need. Knowing that I'd go to the end of earth's reach for you. Getting on that one knee making you mine forever asking you too marry me. Telling you every night that I love you & thanking you for being apart of my life.

A secret

Her smile being what you'd give world for. Knowing she's the one you would take a bullet for over & over. Never needing more than just a smile from her too make your day. Her voice with a beauty it's own & her laugh with a melody you could listen to over & over. A look into her eyes all you see is the key too heart even if she knows it or not. In the end, she's what you can cherish with all you have never wanting to fuck that up because love is a given & can always be taken. Even if your love for her is a secret.

Deep breath

The feeling of drowning in your own thoughts. Taking every breath deep slow, knowing it can be your last at any moment. The feeling as if your losing the things you cherish, the negative thoughts rushing through your head being the strong tide that pulls you under. Being in the darkness, mind slowly withering letting the tears run down your face as all u can do think too yourself " why me"!! Deep Breath!!

Definition

As she becomes my definition love, every breath I take is breath closer too hers. A kiss to cherish the passionate feeling of my lips as her own. The wanting of my love being the only thing she needs as she does for me. Being so in love with her that I could be miles away & nothing could change how I feel about her. One look into her eyes I'm sucked into a gaze of amazement. She being everything I could wish for and more, but knowing in the end she could always find better. Average never being enough but knowing I'm not perfect, but would still fight for her love till the end. Hoping she knows that you love her more then you love anything else ... She being you definition of true love .

Heart!!

Every time I look at you my heart skips a beat. I wonder if you know that my heart is at your feet. I leave it there for you to do whatever that you wish, you could take my heart and love me, or just leave me in this bliss. Your love surrounds me like the air that I breathe. As a kiss from you, touches me as gentle as a breeze. The feeling of the warmth of your body against mine still on my mind. The thought of my lips against your soft skin as i slowly kissing down your neck. The pause in the moment as all i can do is look into your eyes and whisper in your ear "i love you". As from the moment of a long paused kiss i come too realize that, the love that you give me is all that I need.

Easy

Life's never easy, even when u take the short cuts. Never know what too do "pause" thinking. Life's made to be difficult & all you can do is keep pushing forward. They tell me to stay positive .. That not easy ethier.

Sweet

Your sweet beauty the song of my heart. Hold your hand, as this journey we start. Lift me up in spirit of joy and gladness and shield my soul from heartbreak and sadness. Honest and true I'm here and will forever love you. It's my wish that I will always be the one who brings you joy and sets your spirit free. With my love I’ll cover you and warm your soul with mine. Give you pleasures like no one you will ever find. Will love you forever, together or apart. Endless caresses, touches and kisses; Our passion a banner for our love’s true existence. As I realize you being apart of me...my love, there is no greater pleasure. As my heart calls for you, screaming your name as I even see you my dreams. Hold my hand let us walk through this life together or apart as long as your apart of my life.

Devine

Her beauty so Devine, like no other. Being so unique as of one of a kind. Her love being the one thing that i could never diene. That kiss that changes everything, her lips connected with mine giving the feeling as if we've made bond never to be broken. My mind & slow telling that shes the love of my life, everything I dream of & every man truly asks for is right in front of me. Everyone knows when they really want something.. & all I want is you & I'd wait till the end of world for you because love can never fade but can be broken.

Dumb

Slowly thinking too myself how dumb can I be, not realizing that your the love of my life. Your beauty being everything i could wish for. You being that one thing that I cherish so much that I would die for it. The thought of my life with out you "unbelievable "!! The wanting of one kiss from you just too feel how lucky the man that gets to kiss you everyday is. The reality of if anything would happen too you i wouldn't know what too do, realizing that your that fire that keeps my heart going. You've become my inspiration , my confidence, & my happiness.

Beyond me

A beauty far beyond me. A pair of gorgeous eyes too gaze into, as all I can do is slowly whisper into your ear " i love you". Cherishing the feeling of your lips against mine. The moment of our first kiss on my mind & our lips locked as we've turned the key together. As every breath you take becomes mine, every kiss is part of that lightening bolt keeping my heart going. As all I come to know is that you slowly become life. What I am, what I know, & truly cherish. Your love being the essences of what I can always hold close to my heart.

Wanting that love

Wanting that love that brings you closer to someone from every breath you take together. A kiss that makes you feel as if you were one, as lips lock & a bond has been created. A long look into her eyes as if you knew there & then that's shes a one in a million. The feeling of her warmth close too you never wanting that too go away. As she becomes part of your identity, who you are. The realization of that without her that your nothing, she's that pillar that keeps you standing & climbing too the top. The reality that she maybe the only thing that keeps you sane. Hoping she knows you would die for her, fly too the moon just too write her name on it so the universe knows "shes his"!!

Miles

I'd walk a thousand miles just too see you smile. Just too see ur face, tell you how beautiful you are, gazing into it eyes falling for you every step way. I never know what too say you, memorized by beauty, focused on ur goddess like attributes that all the can do is gaze. the wanting too make you mine be knowing i want you too have better. Your everything & all in my eyes .

Love mean

<3 Love you more then words can describe, more then life could predominantly express. But really what's is the meaning of love because it doesn't explain how I feel about you. More then any man can ask for "Amazing". A true beauty to life as if you were part of mother nature. Your confidence bringing me closer life, escaping the obstacles ahead of me. Your beauty making it worth opening my eyes everyday. Wondering how lucky I could be too have something as amazing as you apart of my life. One look into your eyes, i see everything a man could wish for. The feeling of being upon a true goddess as if this was Greek mythology. But all I can say at the end of every day is thanks you for being in my life.

Look down that telescope, as you see the world slowly turning, changing, contemplating life's challenges. Sometimes you just need to keep walking down that long tunnel of misery & despair... Taking long strides through the hard times & meaningless hardships. Living life like you ain't got anything else to lose. Because theirs way more to life then accepting life's setbacks. Sometimes life Is hopeless but you just need to keep pushing forward.
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That space

That space that separates you from your dreams and reality, from your wants and what you know you can never achieve. But all you can do is believe and wish, living on that aspect as long as you never give up theirs always a chance. But the thought of giving up keeps running through your head. The wanting of everything to just disappear. The feeling of loneliness as if you've been forgotten. But the thought of you need to stay strong to achieve because even no shortcut is easy. Life & love is our challenge. As it feels like I'm gradually losing my mind as if I'm going crazy. My mind being overwhelmed of all my thoughts.
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Truly care

That darkness that consumes you slowly breaking you down as if your light is starting to go out. Darkness no shadows staring blindly into the dark trying to find your way. Living up to those expectations that you'll never have. Slowly realizing your losing the love of your life and it's your fault. Not wanting accept the fact of it all, wanting to just breakdown but acting strong to make that person happy because that's truly what you only care about seeing the person you love happy even if it cost you your own. Hoping that the person cherishes those words that mean the most to you but just aren't enough to describe how u feel "I love you"!!!!
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Time!!!!

As if thou there was no tomorrow, as if everyday was the same. Slowly time changing but standing still. Living what I so call my life, but wanting for it to go back to what it was. Slowly losing who I am, what I know, and what I truly cherish. The feeling as if a lot has perished and all u can do use those memories wanting never to forget. Slowly faded as everything wasn't real, "no values, no meaning". Mind slowly setting that barrier of its own thoughts leading to the aspect of all u can do is think.
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