That space

That space that separates you from your dreams and reality, from your wants and what you know you can never achieve. But all you can do is believe and wish, living on that aspect as long as you never give up theirs always a chance. But the thought of giving up keeps running through your head. The wanting of everything to just disappear. The feeling of loneliness as if you've been forgotten. But the thought of you need to stay strong to achieve because even no shortcut is easy. Life & love is our challenge. As it feels like I'm gradually losing my mind as if I'm going crazy. My mind being overwhelmed of all my thoughts.
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Truly care

That darkness that consumes you slowly breaking you down as if your light is starting to go out. Darkness no shadows staring blindly into the dark trying to find your way. Living up to those expectations that you'll never have. Slowly realizing your losing the love of your life and it's your fault. Not wanting accept the fact of it all, wanting to just breakdown but acting strong to make that person happy because that's truly what you only care about seeing the person you love happy even if it cost you your own. Hoping that the person cherishes those words that mean the most to you but just aren't enough to describe how u feel "I love you"!!!!
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Time!!!!

As if thou there was no tomorrow, as if everyday was the same. Slowly time changing but standing still. Living what I so call my life, but wanting for it to go back to what it was. Slowly losing who I am, what I know, and what I truly cherish. The feeling as if a lot has perished and all u can do use those memories wanting never to forget. Slowly faded as everything wasn't real, "no values, no meaning". Mind slowly setting that barrier of its own thoughts leading to the aspect of all u can do is think.
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