The Sky!!

Sometimes i just look up at the night sky, and see that one star all up in the sky wondering if ill ever be on top just like that one star looking over me. But no, every time I get to the top i always fall. I feel as if I was made to fall every time I try i just get set back. It makes me think what's the point of even trying.if I'm never going to get to the top. They try to tell me my sky is unlimited, but thats not true cause life limits it. Cause anything can happen cause and effect at any second. The ground beneath me slowly disappearing as if my support is slowly crumbling. Slowly falling into this darkness as if i don't know who i am anymore.
Copyright © by Rashid Howell

Our journey

Walk that road with no road blocks. Lite that candle that brings us together. Slowly falling for u as i slowly climb up that mountain of my own. A push from you to the top. A fall to the bottom there to be caught. Your beauty as beautiful a nature with more to grow. Soft lips and them gorgeous dark brown eyes.. kiss of a goddess which i always crave. Lips locked as if the keys been turned. In a moment of amazement of all your true beauty. Slowly climbing back up that mountain as if i never fell at all. Nothing or anyone breaking that bond that's been created. Life giving challenges but there nothing but little obstacles that this mountain uses to slow me down...but because of you being behind me i know it always be an easy journey. Confidence that makes even the hardest challenges become easy. The features of a true goddess little known of luck of it all.....Beauty, smarts, humor, and self confidence.

Love..too the one person!!

Love is something that everyone wants. You never know when you really love someone till it feels like their so far away from u that..... You'd do anything to be with them just for a second...seeing her beauty and gorgeous smile and beautiful eyes making your life worth living for....knowing how lucky you are too have that one person in your life. Thinking to yourself every night how u could never regret anything about that person. Wanting too tell this person how much u care about them but u can't just because words wouldn't be able to describe it neither actions. Telling that one person i love you every second of the day... but to you it's still not enough. You know that you'll do anything in the world for them even if it worth putting your life on the line. Just knowing that person is happy no matter what it is and even if it's not you making them happy....Just wanting them to know that you'll always be there for them and always love them.....Too all the people's one love....but to most truthfully MINE'S <3..... LOVE IS A GIVEN BUT CAN ALWAYS BE TAKEN BY: Rashid Howell Copyright ©

Roads!!!

Theirs always that long road you walk that makes you feel like it'll always go forever. But suddenly u hit that dead end that makes u feel like your stranded and you have no where to go. Slowly starting to feel lonely thinking there's no right roads for you because you've taken so many that all the hope you've had has slowly been being crushed within it's self. But always having that state of mind in the back of your head that their is a right one for you....but at same time you just wanna let go of it all and let everything draft away because after so many try's you wonder is it worth all the hurt to try to find this happiness.

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Thinking chamber

As the dark becomes my thinking chamber and the floor is all the comfort i have, as i can see all my thoughts as if they were in front of me...wish i could place them were i want to be in my life...wanting to change everything but having to realize i cant.

Long journey..streets

walk the streets....a journey, a long way to go..think im lost....some to many streets somany corners... dont know what too do...like every everything around me is a maze..confused...as all that fear starts to build but i know i need to stay strong for myself and live it up like i got nothing to lose!!!
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Wonder's of life

Life comes and go, and can also be given...but why does faith or to some others gods will take the life of good people, but leave the people who've killed 1000's......everyone in there life does something they regret but life's lesson teaches you by the consequences of your action....but what do u do with that, the fear of death...absolute wondering of the meaning of your life and another's....wondering if you control your own faith and what happens and can happen to you!!!

My Reflection

Look in the mirror as i see my reflection...looking into my own eyes as i see my life as if it was now...all my problems and issues rolling in a stream as there's a waterfall of the good things to count on...as my vision blurs realizing i control my life no one else, im the king the rest of you are pawns....sometimes i wonder if im making all the wrong moves as life's calling checkmate!! Copyright © by Rashid Howell

Matters!!!!

It's not what you achieve in life that matters, it's what you overcome.......Quote written by Rashid Howell Copyright ©

A River

Life's like a river, the stream goes one way..When u try to go back it just push's u down further may even get hurt in the process but sometime getting hurt and giving u that push helps u move on and put u on the right path..but the path isn't justified as helping you through your whole life there always going to be whirlpools and waterfalls to get in the way just hope u get through them..Copyright © by Rashid Howell

the wheel

You watch the wheel turn as everything around u changes....It's like your drowning gasping for air but all u can do is stare looking for light as everything for dark........As everything i know slips hand as if I'm just laying in sand wait for the tide pull me....as if it pulling my forward to start all over......Copyright © by Rashid Howell

Crossword puzzle

Life's like a crossword puzzle always trying to fill in the blanks having the word right on your tongue but thinking it just doesn't fit...But when u feel like everything is falling beneath u, trying to grasp something to hold on too but nothing's around u.

Slipping away

Watch everything around you slowly start to move outside your grasp...trying so hard to grab for it all but its as if theirs nothing to grab. Thinking to yourself as if you believe this is all in your head an allusion your dream. But you wake up to realize that everything is slowly sinking and going down hill as you try your best to swim to the surface....as you trying to grasp everything u feel like your slightly losing as if it was air.

Life!!!!!

Everyone has to realize life is hard and know one can change that and when everyone realizes that life is hard and has it's challenges and ups and downs and slowly then they will realize that it getting easier by the second and that they shouldn't let anyone knock them down if they do get right back up and be ready to hit anything that comes at you head on because anything can happen life has it's up's and down and it tries to wear you down in anyway possible many people never realize this in till later in there life when there sick of being hurt or they can't do something or there life sucks but no it's life challenging you to and it want's you to learn from these challenges to over come the others.

Love!!!

Love is a game.....It's has all these twist and turns and it also likes to play mind tricks with you. But at times love can show you what's great is in person. But just because it shows you the good side doesn't mean that theirs not a bad side. Everything is going good and that bad side randomly shows up and you never know when till your heart gets broken. But i want everyone to realize and instead of crying and depression to embrace the feeling and to realize that love never goes the way you want it even if your love life is going great there always something wrong. People like to over exaggerate and blow things into drama and then end up even more hurt. But I'd like everyone to move on... instead of doing that think of it this way every failed relationship is bring you closer to the real one and is showing you what to look out for and not to do or do to avoid being heart broken.Love is a hard game but when you figure out the strategy it becomes easy as cake. So think about what i wrote and comment and tell me what you think!!!!!!

Life:Past/Future

People need to realize that life can be long or a short thing.Everyone complains about there past. Never the future.Wether it's a love problem,family problem,or life problem we always complain about the past.Why waste your time complaining about something that happened or can't be changed..It happen it happened.Life goes on no need to get worked up on something that doesn't need to be worked up about.We never know when our life is going to end.It's better to live it in the future then the past as i mite say life goes to a limit. As life challenges you it will start deciding that limit.Everyone's limit is depended on how they overcome life's challenges. Showing how well you can get through life and how you can take everything that hits you.The future is what's going to happen or where your path is going. Your past is what happened. I'm not saying to forget about you past because sometimes it may catch up to you.But always think about what you path is and if it the right path for you. REMEMBER LIFE CAN BE A SHORT THING SO LIVE LIKE THERE NO TOMORROW.THINK ABOUT YOUR FUTURE AND WHAT'S YOUR PATH RIGHT NOW.IS IT HEADING IN THE DIRECTION YOU WANT WITH TOO.

life's confusing

....Life is a confusing thing. Puts you through a process that you can never fully embrace. You think about it every second of the day. Wondering how to change it or fully just embrace it. To get on with your life. But its just not that easy. There's always something there to push if off that path of getting closer and closer to the end. Life challenging so much you feel like your going crazy. But slowly realizing that you have to accept these challenges before you can do anything. Thinking you will never be able to take action when things get hard or fall apart trying to to overcome these challenges at the best to your ability you can. But we need to realize the sometimes we overcome to repeat over mistakes.....But the challenges are here to make sure we think before we go through these life changes. In life we all make mistakes id rather have people im embrace these mistakes and learn from them as life challenges try's to teach you. Embrace and overcome......use your head dont be stupid and rush into things......and realize sometimes it is better to make a mistake then to wish you never had because things happen for a reason and life goes on. Learning from them is the most important thing. Life's problems is like a maze you can get lost..but you have to make it out sometime.

I never really tell anyone!!!! = LIFE!!!

I never really tell anyone what I'm really thinking about. I think my life is getting worse each second i think about it but not realizing it's getting better as its gets worse. I think that life will get better but don't realize no matter how good it is there always going to be one thing that's wrong even if ya don't know it. Life is are hard thing to comprehend or withhold because as hard you try you can't. Even if it seems like you have. You think and think about how bad things are and how it gets worse but not acknowledging the little good things around it all that really makes up for the worst of things. No matter how little they are they really do change things and the outcome. I tell myself that i can never overcome these obstacles as hard i try they just bring me back down right to the beginning. But as i feel like its getting worse i don't think about it getting bored of there being a chance of it becoming any better. It's like smoking as you keep doing it the more you want too and don't want to quit ...as you keep holding yourself from overcoming and acknowledging everything around you and the things that could help you. I think I'm protecting myself sometimes by holding back and avoiding these things trying to just block them out of my head like they were never there. But every time i do I'm just hurting myself making it like an illusion thinking and pretending its gone but its always there just eating at met taking my mind over no space left to think. I push and push away but still thinking its really nothing but having to realize it maybe bigger them me. But i really control the outcome and i make the overcome. This is my chessboard and i am checkmate i am the cause, effect and solution. I just need to the figure out how to bring it all together. I realize that we all never really think about it even though we say we so and tell ourselves we do just trying to make the situation easier for ourselves but making it worse at the same time which is making it better because our mind slowly realizes our mistakes. But as long as we don't acknowledge it doesn't get fix even though we are making it better. We lie to get out of things and if we believe these lies we form them as the truth which in our heads is whats right with makes me think and wonder is my life getting better or worse....or is it both. i never tell anyone what goes through my head thinking i may just be crazy or its just me that thinks about this.

Thinking everyday

As i sit here thinking everyday telling myself everything's going to be okay. Never have anything else to say. So many thoughts but just cant get them out its like a volcano ready to explode but nothing comes out. Then trying realize my life isn't were i want to be it's like there's been detour and I'm trying to find the right road to my destination. They say I'm sweet and they love me. But do they really? (or) Am i just a ghost? The one who's there when needed. Life's a funny and difficult thing you can never put your hands all the way around it. We don't realize that our lives are based on our courage and how we take care of ourselves and our situations that were get put in. We my not like these situations but we have realize that these help us with others and being able to avoid some. All the challenges that life hits us with are what we made them to be. Sometimes we get put in situations that we don't know the answer to but we never think about the outcome of each answer.We tend to pick the answer that we think we would like the best. People can give us advice to help our problems but in the end of all schemes we have to make the choice that we feel is right.

Life challenges and changes!!

Life hits you with challenges that may set you back from were you were before but just because things have changed and went south don't mean there isnt a detour.....there's always someway to get out just have to be patient and willing. Life's like a rubik's cube you have to keep turning till all the colors match!!! Life pushes us to points we don't want to be at but we have acknowledge the fact that we cant control the changes that happen. we just can change the changes ourselves.



Sight!!

Everything blurry as if im trying to clear sight like...it's like im lookin under water trying too swim too the light..everything feels like it stretchs for miles...like a maze trapped, confused, wanting to escape...but ur slowly losing ur mind as if ur slowing losing urself but u cant let it take you slowly grasping and finding urself..the new me!!!!

Crossroad!!!

Walking that long road that seems like it goes forever..hit that crossroad were u get lost, confused withering in need of help its like u lost ur memory not remembering which way u came from waiting as ur mind starts to wander worrying in spite of no one going to find u ( just like life getting lost in all your mistakes, as u slowly start to wander and question who u are..wanting to change and find i real the new you) Just hoping you'll find the right path or someone find u too help you along to guide u to the right direction.